Not the same person I was 5 years ago. Or yesterday. Or an hour ago.

But anyway. I have removed posts from the before times. I *thought* I did that a few weeks ago by putting them all in private status but apparently all that did was put the label “Private” at the top of the page and everyone could still see it. WTF WordPress.

Now… *fingers crossed* they are all down. I’ve also been removing stories and poems with the hopes of potentially publishing some of them.

I am growing. Changing. Healing. Expanding. Regressing. Falling down. Getting back up. Drying my eyes. Stubbing my toe. Crying again. Writing poetry about it. Occasionally writing songs about it. Writing little essays about it. Boring you all to tears. And then doing it all again.

This blog was always just meant to be a repository to dump my excessive thoughts. Because my head is full of bees. And the rest of my socials don’t need to hear every thought that enters my mind. But this door is open for the brave who want to venture in.

Tbh I haven’t been posting much for a long time. Maybe that will change. Idk. These bees gotta go somewhere.

Be well, my chickens.