Not a new song. A really old one. I just like it. I haven’t played it in a long time and to be honest I didn’t really practice much before I recorded her. So there.

You took a long time getting here
But now you’re here with me
Now I see you were always with me
I was numb thinking you were gone

I packed you up in an old shoebox
Thought I had to bury you
I believed I could not survive
Not be safe not be whole

But I was wrong to leave you behind
To pack you away
To break up my heart into pieces like the day
To break up the sky
The sun moon and stars
You can’t live without the night
You can’t live without your scars
Without your scars

Welcome Home Maggie Parker

Don’t read too much into the lyrics. I just enjoy writing sad music. People always assume they know what I’m writing about and a lot of times it’s just an amalgamation of stuff I think about and nothing specific.

I miss the sound of your voice
But not everything you said
I miss the way you walked
But not how you walked away
I know I won’t regret everything we had
But I hope and pray to forget someday

Cuz I don’t want to feel this way forever

Got too much love in my heart
To let the pain from these scars
Be the only thing I am
But I’m not gon pretend
It doesn’t hurt
Endings always hurt

I miss the touch of your hand
And the look in your eyes
And though I’m losing you
I know I must survive
No, I don’t regret everything we were
I truly hope you find the peace you’re looking for

Ok so here’s the thing. About a year ago I was minding my own business when

I became allergic to sunflower oil

You wouldn’t really think that would be a problem but

Sunflower oil is surprisingly in a lot of things

I became allergic to peanuts too but it hasn’t affected me as much

Ok so what happened is

Aliens took over my body and their DNA couldn’t handle the sunflowers because it’s their natural enemy

At least I think that’s what happened. I don’t really remember. Aliens and all. Ok actually the truth is one night I ate some peanut sauce and I woke up having an allergic reaction. I went all my life not allergic to peanuts. Suddenly I am. Ok so how does that translate to a sunflower allergy you ask. I’m glad you asked me that. I had to look it up. I looked it up on Google and it said

Aliens took over your body and their DNA can’t handle the sunflowers because it’s their natural enemy

Well that clears that up

It’s also in a lot of hygiene products. I’m not gonna tell you how I found that out

Use your imagination. I’m sure you’ll come up with something very interesting. Anyway. I have an epipen now. I have to be careful. I have to read ingredients on everything I buy. Which is fine. Reading is fundamental. I do know someday there will be a cure. NASA is working on it. Why NASA you ask. Well

Aliens take over your body and their DNA can’t handle the sunflowers because it’s their natural enemy

Yeah that’s why NASA. Gotta fight the aliens off. Duh.

Facts:

• I have bitten people who wouldn’t stop touching me
• I am more of a lover than a fighter
• I am definitely a crier
• I would for sure get my ass kicked
• But that hasn’t stopped me from putting myself between my loved ones and someone threatening them more than once
• And I am not afraid of violence but I am afraid of not being there for someone I love
• So yeah don’t test me bc I will either:
  • Cry
  • Or bite you
    • And what if I’m secretly a zombie and you get infected. Then what dumbass?