New song – no title yet

So it has been a while since I actually finished a song. Many years ago I said I was going to actually properly record some of my songs. Then life, circumstances, excuses. Then like a year ago, I said “ok once you have 13 songs you want to record, you’re gonna actually do it.” And then I got stuck on 12 songs. And, for me, a person with a serious dislike of even numbers, 12 just would not do. Ew. But neither would 11. I needed 13.

Well, today I finally finished song 13. Now is it completely ready to record? Lol. Oh no, my little chickens. But I have all the basic components and ideas written. And that is all I need.

Soooooo now I have to start the actual process of recording this stuff for realsies. And putting it out on the internet to make dozens of cents per year for me.

Anyway, in true Bonnie fashion I have recorded a quick and extremely dirty version of the song so you can peep it. (Like I did not have a plan for the end so it gets messy. Lmao)

Enjoy.

Rebranding

Not the same person I was 5 years ago. Or yesterday. Or an hour ago.

But anyway. I have removed posts from the before times. I *thought* I did that a few weeks ago by putting them all in private status but apparently all that did was put the label “Private” at the top of the page and everyone could still see it. WTF WordPress.

Now… *fingers crossed* they are all down. I’ve also been removing stories and poems with the hopes of potentially publishing some of them.

I am growing. Changing. Healing. Expanding. Regressing. Falling down. Getting back up. Drying my eyes. Stubbing my toe. Crying again. Writing poetry about it. Occasionally writing songs about it. Writing little essays about it. Boring you all to tears. And then doing it all again.

This blog was always just meant to be a repository to dump my excessive thoughts. Because my head is full of bees. And the rest of my socials don’t need to hear every thought that enters my mind. But this door is open for the brave who want to venture in.

Tbh I haven’t been posting much for a long time. Maybe that will change. Idk. These bees gotta go somewhere.

Be well, my chickens.